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It is one of those days where energy has been zapped from my body. I woke up at 0500 with all the best of intentions. I was going to pull a 5 mile run, clean the apartment and take the garbage to the dumpster. I had even planned a trek to the mail box. However, somewhere after the first cup or two of coffee all my plans fizzled and the sofa seemed too comfortable to abandon.

The sad part is that I know deep down in my soul that is I just pried myself off of the sofa and went for a run it would actually jump start my day, but I lack desire. I work the next three days so I will not run again until Monday. In my mind I am telling myself it will be good to give my shin splints a break, but I also know the Monday run will be extra rough after not running for five days.

I did just enjoy some lovely soup. It was tasty. I am staring at the trash I placed at the front door as a reminder to take the stuff out. I guess it can wait until tomorrow.

I am in the throws of apathy. I do not want to do anything except relax and find a way to recharge my desire batteries to face then next three days. Also, I know this is the brief calm before the storm. The next two weeks will see loads of money being paid to contractors, movers, airlines and rental companies. There will be continues back and forth between realtors and insurance people also all the forwarding of mail and accounts - ugghh this is making me more tired to even think about it. To top it all off I get the thrill of driving that 1500 mile trex all over again with two dogs in tow...If I make it to November 10th I will have won.

So, for today I will grab my pillow from the bedroom, curl up on the sofa and pretend it is raining outside and enjoy one of the few remaining moments of quiet before all hell is put into motion.