Thursday, April 29, 2010

state of emergency..

The scale has mocked me for the last time. The evil machine snarls and snaps and most importantly lies in attempts to make me feel fat. I am tempted to cast it out of the third floor window and watch as it shatters once it hits the pavement. It fills me with delight to even imagine such a move, but I am afraid the feeling would be short lived. Soon I would be out shopping for a new scale. A kinder more gentle scale that will tell me what i want to hear even though deep inside I would know the truth.

Today marks a sad and dark day in the life of Rob. He stepped on the scale and hit a horrid and extremely high number. A number that caused him to silently shudder. Since February 5Th Rob has gained 25 pounds - gasp -!

I read where Christian Bale gained 100 lbs in a mere six weeks, but he was trying too and I am sure he involved nutritionists and physicians and maybe a touch of steroids. All that is well and good, but I packed on my weight without trying and without the advice of well knowing practitioners.

I am touchy about my weight and a few years ago I worked my ass off to drop a cool 100 pounds and it frightens me when the weight attempts to creep back on like a sneaky little bastard. Five pounds was not cause to worry and 10 pounds - well I thought I could just increase my exercise. Fifteen pounds and it reminded me to get serious, but I skipped all the was to 25 and now I am in a cold sweat!.

From here on out I am going hard core! No more excuses! No more putting off runs and exercise until later or until I feel better.

I reach a point and I get super focused and nothing gets in my way. So instead of waiting to start Monday I am starting at this very moment to get my act together. Well right after I take a hammer to that damn scale!

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